I wrote this blog entry back in 2005 and it continues to elicit
responses. So I've decided to repost it here, along with the
original comments (including some of the more curious,
random ones), so that it is a permanent part of my website.

If you like what I've written, please check out my
Diary Of A
Bad Housewife.

Alice
    Reposted from my Diary of a Bad Housewife, originally published on
    Saturday, December 03, 2005
    Germs 2005

    I’ve been getting alot of inquiries lately about the Germs. People are
    interested not only in stories about Darby, but in hearing my opinion
    about the movie, What We Do Is Secret, that is being made about the
    band. They are also interested in the subsequent formation of the New
    Germs, as the band fronted by actor Shane West has been called on the
    internet.

    I’ve had a hard time answering some of the questions. I know that the
    three remaining principle members of the band have been involved
    with and/or consulted about the movie, so I expect that most of it will
    be accurate and portray the band in the way they wish to be portrayed.

    I also think it speaks very highly of Shane West that the remaining
    members of the band would want to reunite and play as the Germs with
    him as lead singer. I haven't had a chance to catch them yet. I don’t
    think there is any doubt that the band will be well-rehearsed, sound
    good and do a great show. But I suspect that is not what people want to
    know. There is a question that I feel many of you are trying to ask but
    have not done so far. The question is, can a band that stood for
    something at a certain point in time have the same relevance today?

    That question goes further than asking about the Germs. There are
    many people performing today who were around when punk in Los
    Angeles was in its infancy. My favorite band, The Weirdos, still plays.
    They are still wonderful. I go see them every chance I get, but do their
    performances mean the same thing that they did 30 years ago? No. Not
    only is the band line-up different today, but the music is older. We’re
    all much older, and punk itself is nearly 30 years old.

    The first time you step onto an airplane may be a new and exciting
    experience for you, but it’s not the same as the first time someone
    climbed into an airplane in the early 1900s. Air travel is part of our
    culture; there is little mystery and magic left of what once must have
    seemed an incredible experience. Even if you’ve never been on a plane
    yourself, you’ve seen planes flying overhead and you know people who
    have been on them, they are part of everyday life. Punk rock as a
    cultural movement has come to that point. It is part of everyday life.
    Some of you have grown up with a punk rock soundtrack because your
    parents or older siblings were listening to it. Punk music and ideology
    is in a different stage of its life. Which is not to say that punk isn’t
    relevant or valuable, just that it isn’t what it was. It has been changed,
    perfected, expanded upon and reinvented by some, and of course
    commercialized and exploited by others.

    I’m sorry to say this, but if you didn’t see the Germs, or Weirdos, or
    Screamers, or Bags in the late ‘70s, you will never be able to have that
    experience. You may see reunions of some of those bands, and they
    may sound great, and you may even think to yourself, “this is what it
    was like”, but don’t fool yourself. If you want that experience, you
    would do better to go see a new band, one that is creating something
    all their own, one that can’t trace its roots back 30 years, one which is
    true to the spirit in which punk was born.

    posted by Alice Bag @ 12/03/2005 04:05:00 PM     

    26 Comments:
    Jenny Lens said...
    I turned down seeing the Germs tonight cos I'm in a work mode.
    Coincidence Alice posted this on the 25th Anniversary of the last
    Germs show? I too have been fielding emails and various conversations
    via phone and in person about the Germs.

    Leave it to Alice to astutely express this issue with poetry and insight.
    As usual, Alice's writing comforts me and traverses parallel thoughts of
    mine.

    NO ONE can experience what punk was. It wasn't just hanging out with
    a small group of people, creating art and music that changed our
    culture.

    As Alice so astutely inferred, part of what we experienced WERE OUR
    OWN CREATIONS. We manifested our nightmares and fever dreams and
    that kind of "experience" is life-changing.

    Early true punk was a reflection of its TIME. PUNK IS POLITICAL. You
    can't get behind the music if you don't pay attention to politics, society,
    and culture. You've got to rage against the machine that is making
    punk so popular because we warned and warned of c-h-a-n-g-e-s, in
    an angrier voice than Dylan and Bowie.

    Those machines that enslave us, take away hard-won rights, media
    who lie to us, hiding the truth about our corrupt politicians and big
    business. Punk is an ethos of under-dogs and our ranks are swelling
    as things get worse and creativity commercialized and co-opted.

    Break down some barriers and use art and music to do it! Don't be so
    apathetic or busy. Say something, and make some of it relevant to our
    life and times.

    You'll get one step closer to feeling what we felt. Maybe. But you will
    get one step closer to who you are. And that is what punk has been
    about since day one. "My sins my own, they belong to me." Take
    responsibility for your life and your music and scene.

    Re Germs film criticism and questions: why don't we wait til the film is
    out? I read a current script and one from a decade ago. I must reserve
    judgment til we are in the theater.

    I've studied movie-making since before many fans were born. It isn't
    fair to anyone involved in the movie to have all this speculation. It's
    unprofessional.

    We ought to say thank goodness this movie is being made. Will it do the
    scene justice? Give them a chance, then take sides, as so many of you
    are dyin' to do. But for now, back down, they are doing their best. Even
    if you don't agree with their interpretation of best, give 'em a chance.

    Regi Mentle has been calling me. He mentioned he wants to write
    about Darby and the Germs, and I second it! Alice, you remember
    Donnie Rose (RIP, od'd), Tony the Tiger (RIP, but I forgot what Cherie
    the Penguin told me was cause of death, they actually married for
    awhile!), John Valium (where is he?? Dying to talk to him, what a gas.
    He used to tell me the details of Darby's life -- him and Regi. How I
    loved hanging with those two while we all shot speed or ingested
    various other drugs together. Oh la la!

    Regi's still in prison, but if anyone wants more details, write me! And
    I've been in touch with Gerber and Jena. I think Jena will be at the
    show. Gerber is so very ill. Such a bright, funny, woman. The movie
    won't be telling these stories -- Pleasant ain't in it!

    And that's why I'm working on my photos/archive. Cos if we don't tell
    these stories --Alice and the women in her interviews, and the men
    (gotta have the men!), then film-makers and other story tellers do not
    tell our stories. Not all of them. We have lots of stories to be told.

    So go out and live your stories. And read ours too, as inspiration.

    6:32 PM   
    Anonymous said...
    Thank you Alice. Your history of airplanes metaphor was a great way to
    explain the feeling of being at early punk shows and how it can't
    possibly be replicated, yet without being obnoxious and elitist.

    On one hand, it tickles me that year after year I see fresh new punk
    kids, but it also makes me very sad that they aren't doing something
    new because that was the magic of it.

    Laura

    11:57 PM   
    bobby j said...
    Very well put, Mrs. Bag.

    Seeing the Sex Pistols several years ago at the Greek was more odd
    than it was exciting. 11 year old kids with black leather GBH and
    CRASS jackets were dancing in their seats, but most of the people were
    older farts like myself. The Pistols were amazing though, playing a nice
    tight set interlaced with Johnny's humorous banter between songs.

    When I read about the recent Germs reunion a the Olympic I thought it
    was a typo!

    8:53 AM   
    Coloniel Kurtz said...
    I agree with the answer you posed to the question "can a band that
    stood for something at a certain point in time have the same relevance
    today?" Bands such as, The Bags, The Weridos and The Germs have lost
    their freshness and novelty over the years. However, none of these
    bands have lost their influence on contemporary music. In fact, the
    impact on contemporary music by the Hollywood/LA Punk Scene is
    greatly underestimated(Without, The Germs, there would be no Husker
    Du, no Nirvana, no Blink 182.).

    2:51 AM   
    fueltank said...
    The obvious point is that punk was much more than a finger-in-the-eye
    of convention and great music; the real point is that it has taken 30
    years for it to mature into a well-rounded political position.

    Something dismissed as mere fashon has endured and evolved, and
    can be found woven into the fabric of any and every one who is
    standing up and saying "Wait a minute'. The really delicious aspect of
    punk is that you can no longer look at someone and call them 'a punk'
    because of how they dress; you only get a sense of someone's punk by
    their words, deeds and actions. It shines through.

    I see it in the voices of kids who ask questions that no kid asked when I
    was growing up, when they answer themselves in an articulate and
    informed way. Do-it-for-yourself has become a normative part of our
    environment; the punk of the 70's was the first assault on the corporate
    hegemony that is today continuing in the blogs and podcasts and file-
    sharing that are changing the way we know our world. Where once it
    was radical to step outside of the 'machine', today it isn't even a
    question. You just do it.

    Don't look for the legacy of punk to be dressed down in safety pins and
    torn stockings; look for it in the voices that are changing the world we
    live in.

    4:55 AM   
    None of your damn business said...
    Back when I was a "punk", we had to wear cardboard boots cause there
    weren't no leather to be had! The snow froze our toes and the cold
    made my spike droop down to my shoulders. And we liked it! I played
    drums on two bails of hay cause there weren't no a drums to play! And I
    liked it! I was a real punk with my hay and my cardboard and my safety
    pins made outta momma's old rags. My drummin' sticks were the bones
    of a dead cat. Our fans didn't pogo, they shivered! In the cold! In the
    barn where we played! I played in a band called the Feed Sacks. We
    was the best there ever was or ever will be and you young'uns can just
    eat my manure! Weren't no politics involved cause the the Good Lord
    was all we needed and all we had when the blizzards came and kilt us
    all in the summer of ought six. You filly flappers, silly hosers, figgle
    floppers. Anarchy in the pig pen! I'm late for bingo and I don't care!

    My teeth just fell out, pick 'em for me you slender, young, bootle
    bopple! If I had my prostate I'd pee down your back! You ain't no punk
    like me (available soon!).

    Dad Feedsack

    7:31 PM   
    Robert Robbins said...
    I've been a fan of punk rock for years but I've only listened to NYC and
    UK punk bands. I never even heard of LA punk until recently so it is all
    new to me. Today I watched The Germs DVD "Media Blitz". Darby Crash
    sings like a drunken frat boy! I could not believe how terrible this punk
    rock legend was as a performer, just dreadful. No wonder The Germs
    were considered a joke band. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate the
    spectacle of a disaster like Sid Vicious but it is pure showbiz phoniness
    to praise The Germs. Don Bolles later played for 45 Grave, a group that I
    do like. Dinah Cancer's maniacal laugh on "Party Time" is classic.

    10:11 PM   
    Anonymous said...
    thanks to Dad Feedsack for the much needed laugh I got this morning.
    Thanks to Alice for this great website and sharing her views with all if
    us.
    Thank God for Punk...

    7:48 AM   
    Jenny Lens said...
    Robert Robbins, you are EXACTLY the reason I'm working so hard on
    my archive. It's inconsolable to me that LA has been so left out! LA was
    AMAZING between 1976-1980.

    We put on great shows, parties, but left a few self-produced recordings.
    If you knew how hard we tried to publicize -- I worked very hard on
    behalf of most of the early LA bands and for no money and rarely credit.
    Bands tried to get signed. But the powers-that-be decided if Punk,
    whatever it was, and they were very confused about punk, didn't take
    off in NY, they weren't putting money into LA. It's as simple as that.
    They put their money into disco. That was going to last forever; punk
    was a bad trend to their way of doing things. [got that right!]

    The music industry refused to gamble/invest in LA bands. Thank
    goodness so many pressed their own records. But imagine the Weirdos
    on Sire, summer of 1977! Sire passed and what a loss! No Screamers,
    early X (prior ro Ray's productions), Bags, Avengers (SF), Zeros, Dils and
    more, but work calls me and I always write too much anyway. But
    there's so much to share.

    So spread the word about this site, and mine, jennylens.net, so others
    are turned onto LA. We've only just begun!

    7:45 PM   
    Anonymous said...
    Fuck Nostalgia!!

    2:52 PM   
    darkside777 said...
    Nice comment! What a silly thing to say.

    If we didn't start what we did back in 76-77 in LA, LA would of been left
    off the map and then you wouldn't have your Blink-182 & Green Day...

    7:59 AM   
    Jenny Lens said...
    "Fuck Nostalgia!! "? I guess that means let's not ever watch "The Wizard
    of Oz" or "Gone with the Wind" cos those came out in 1939, and why
    bother with "Star Wars," the original "Frankenstein" or "Dracula" or
    "Psycho"? Why bother to look at a Van Gogh or "the Last Supper"? Why
    do recordings from the Beatles and Elvis and Johnny Cash continue to
    sell?

    Because ART IS TIMELESS. It has NOTHING to do with living in the
    past. It's grabbing art/music/enlightenment/fun whatever wherever
    and whenever. Art keeps many of us alive.

    We can't please all the people all the time. Who wants to convert those
    who put such negative thoughts out there? I don't need your approval.
    My life is full and ALIVE.

    My photos are being exhibited at Subliminal Projects starting Dec 10.
    People BEG me to show more photos more often. Cos seeing them so
    small on the net is nothing like seeing 11 x 14 and 16 x 20s! I've got
    several SERIOUS BIG book offers, more shows, gotta expand my sites,
    etc. Why?

    You think my fans are all living in the past? They have lives but
    appreciate/curious about what we created. My pix show LA, NY,
    England and SF bands, on and off-stage, collaborating and having FUN
    together.

    The more photos seen and the more music heard, the more people get
    into it. More people than anyone realizes.

    And yes, I do it for myself. Cos looking at these photos blow me away.
    So many talented people and so many stories that people want to see
    and hear. And TIMELESS photos.

    If you choose not to enjoy the fruits of our labor then and now, fine.
    Why don't you find blogs that suit your sensibility? Why waste your
    time reading what we all write?

    Or do you think it's punk to slog people? Whatever. I don't give a damn
    what you think. And you don't care what I think. So what.

    9:30 AM   
    BriteYellowGun said...
    Alice, you're right about never being able to recreate that experience.
    It's what makes me curious about the Germs movie. I have NEVER seen
    anything that even remotely depicted what punk was back then so I
    hold a lot of reservations about whether or not this movie can rise to the
    challenge. Then again, based on where I live now, I may never find out!
    Anyway, it's about time that someone attempted to explore/document
    the history of something that has endured for 30 plus years and had
    such a major influence on the music that's around today. I loved the
    NY punk stuff but honestly, it's the LA punk scene of the 70's and early
    80's that has shaped and influenced today's punk to a much greater
    extent.

    7:06 PM   
    Jasper Focker Jr. said...
    I didn’t see the Germs, or Weirdos, or Screamers, or Bags in the late
    ‘70s. A friend has told me for years the same thing that you say.

    To name only a few, some who rang my bell:

    Karla Bonoff
    Laura Nyro
    John Cafferty
    Jackson Browne
    Henry Lee Summer
    The Breaks (Suzanne Jerome Taylor, yummy)
    John Prine
    Sprinsteen
    Cat Stevens
    Neil Young
    Steely Dan

    I suspect you're getting nausiated about now.

    I drank Wild Turkey on the rocks, double-bumped into morning,
    screwed like a machine during the waning years of the Sexual
    Revolution, did a little acid and a little coke and a few Quaaludes for
    good measure, but pretty much missed the Punk Rock thing.

    While the L.A. Punk movement was happening, I was up in the Ozark
    Mountains chasing two-legged deer.

    5:57 PM   
    mjp said...
    Oh come on...Fuck nostalgia! is the most punk rock comment here!

    9:08 AM   
    Alice Bag said...
    Yeah, well that comment would be punk if it was directed at someone
    who was actually nostalgic. I agree that nostalgia is not a pretty thing,
    but there is a difference between documenting something and
    yearning to return to it. I don't think anyone here is living in the past,
    or wishing they were back at the Masque. We just want to tell our own
    stories in our own words.

    The guy who admits that he was chasing "two legged deer" in the
    Ozarks get my vote for most punk rock comment because he clearly
    doesn't give a shit what any of us think!

    2:13 PM   
    joel said...
    The bands may not mean the same thing they did back then but they
    could inspire people just as much if not more. Music, in my opinion, is
    never archaic. The people that were at the Masque were obviously
    inspired by music that came before the 70's. I look at this music in a
    similar way. I woudn't dare try to "recreate" it, but thats no reason why I
    can't enjoy the noise that comes out of the radio when that needle hits
    the plastic. Fortunately the Hollywood scene was so unique it broke
    the mold when it came to punk. Unfortunately because it always lived
    up to its reputation, even to this day, it's memory is faded like the paint
    on the walls. Thus kids like me have no idead what really happened. I
    cant hate them cause they don't know, I couldn't help it I had to know
    more and more, and I still don't know. I am glad Alice, and Brendan,
    and everyone is trying to fix that. I don't think kids today look at punk
    and associate it with the Masque and the hollywood scene. They've
    never even heard of it. I think in most other scenes from back then
    there is not much to recreate. I think that is why you see so many kids
    today shouting "PUNK" and leaving a bad taste in your mouths. They
    aren't associating themselves with the Hollywood scene. They don't see
    it as being as unique as those who were there know it to be. They just
    are'nt able to grasp the connotations in their actions. On the other
    hand if they all knew I doubt most of them would care. It's still
    important to pass down information from one generation to the next
    though. Fuck nostalgia?? FUCK YOU, man, Im trying to find out
    everything I can. Sounds to me like if you knew the truth you would
    find out youve been living a lie. I know you don't think it means the
    same as it did, but it means everything to me. Its all inspired me to do
    more than I could have ever anticipated. So please don't stop spreading
    the word.

    2:04 PM   
    Nicole Panter said...
    Alice,
    I've been reading your very incisive commentary and agree completely
    -- it's precisely one of the reasons there's no hint of me in the bio-pic.
    As the band's manager, I played a huge part in the growth and
    development of the band and in the Germs story and the idea of
    attempting to recreate/replicate that story just seems counter to
    everything punk rock (well my punk rock anyway) was about, hence
    my repeated refusal to be involved in any of this.
    It's interesting how, in order to sell this bill of goods, the history of my
    involvement with the band is being rewritten by those who know better
    -- part of the nature of revisionist history is that uncooperative central
    characters are diminished and cooperative characters who were
    originally at the periperhy become central characters. That aside,
    Darby is dead (for 25 years last week) and Don, Lorna and Pat are
    pushing 50. Shane West is a TV actor for god's sake. The Germs were a
    moment in time that is over, and all the re-creations in Hollywood
    won't bring it back (or even come close). It's one thing when a band
    continues to grow as a musical entity, but none of these fast-buck
    punk reunions (such as the sex pistols) showcase any new material --
    they are inert and static approximations of something that used to exist
    but doesn't anymore. Like it or not, any show billed as a "Germs" show
    isn't one until Darby rises from his resting place in Holy Cross.

    Hellin and I, two women who had hugely important roles in the fate of
    the band are not represented in the bio-pic -- how much of the "true
    story" can it be telling?

    I've turned down decent money to tell the story of my involvement with
    the Germs and will continue to do so -- again, it seems counter to
    everything *my* punk rock stood for and at the risk of sounding
    stupidly idealistic at an advanced age, my philosophical beliefs are still
    pretty close to what they were in 1977. Which is not such a bad thing.
    Keep speaking the truth sister!
    xox Nicole Panter (manager of the Germs, 1977-80

    11:21 PM   
    Martha said...
    I agree wholeheartedly with Nicole Panter although Pat Smear is a nice
    guy (I don't know Lorna... I'll pass on my thoughts about Don Bolles...
    lol.....)... Thank you for posting that. I want to see Jasper Focker Jr. and
    Dad Feedsack on a double bill, myself, DAMNIT!!! Now, THAT is REAL
    punk rock!!! :D ;) Thank you. :)

    *** Martha ***

    1:49 AM   
    Anonymous said...
    bravo nicole for your honest views!

    9:04 AM   
    Anonymous said...
    In regards to Regi still in prison since 1979~ I don't understand why?
    yes, he killed a man , I am not negating that fact, but there are many
    others who have commited the same or simalar crimes, and have been
    released on parole.
    They are letting the Reagan/ Lennon ( I can't remeber off hand which
    one- they all look the same) shooter out of the mental hospital on visits
    to his parents! WTF! all political , since he is now a good little born
    again asshole, and they want to proove thier faith to the(m)asses.

    Anyway~I wish I knew on what basis they continue to deny him a
    second chance. I think they made an example out of him due to the
    newness of the punk movement, and the hype of the Sid and Nancy
    murder.

    He dosen't mention much. I know they scrutinize his behavior, and all
    corospondance (?) he recieves. I think he shows a good head on his
    shoulders from his letters, but I am not a professional.
    I am not afraid of him- he isn't some serial killer, and I think I can trust
    him. He would just need refrences, employment, and to stay away from
    drugs and alcohol.

    Maybe I should just stop writing him, but then again they allready
    know he knows me....

    11:10 AM   
    Arkansas Hoosier said...
    I'm sure someone will stone me for making this Un-punk comment; but
    Alice's eyes are fucking gorgeous and makes the hair on my arms
    stand up straight like Arkansas wheat fields with their tiny little hair
    arms held high over their tiny little hair heads, swaying back and forth,
    doing The Wave, as my blue jeans grow a mountain.

    I wish I knew what punk was, I really do. Van Morrison, I know about...
    making blue berry pancakes for my beautiful stepdaughter, I know
    about; but punk passed me by.

    8:54 PM   
    Arkansas Hoosier said...
    OK, now I'm know my ass is grass for my previous post, after reading
    Alice's bio and watching the touching ninety second video.

    Now I want to know more about Alice.

    Now I want to hear some punk music but don't know where to park my
    ear.

    Any suggestions?

    9:10 PM   
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    8:43 PM   
    Arkansas Hoosier said...
    OK, I'm not covered with punk yet, but I'm trying. I like most of what
    I've listened to by Slightly Stoopid.

    I'm sitting here listening to IT NEVER ENTERED MY MIND, by MILES
    DAVIS.

    It makes the hair on my neck do push ups; and they run in place and
    do jumping jacks and then their eyes roll into the back of their heads
    as they melt into the sunset quietly.

    I can do anything while listening to that song.

    Eat, fuck, run on a treadmill or hypnotize myself.

    P.S. Hi Alice. Wink.

    2:29 PM   
    Anonymous said...
    Hi there,

    I heard that the Germs had re formed from Regi Mentle.
    Regi and I have been friends since 1990. We were introduced to ecah
    otehr by a publisher friend, Drew Blood, one of the Riverside kids.
    Drew died in 1998 from an AIDS related illness. The Germs were his
    apotheosis, he created the famous History in cuttings series, and must
    be remembered for keeping the Germs alive at a time when they were
    not cult, and were only a wish in the mind of Roger Grossman for a
    movie.

    I get what Alice said about bands that come back..And also that the
    experience is not the same, even though the licks may be correct, and,
    the experience may be as studied live. I personally hated the idea that
    the Dead Kenendys came back, wanting to freeze the moment in time
    as my 15 year old self. Would I be 15 again? No !
    Would the 40 + A few me today want to repeat the lessons life had in
    store of 29 odd years ago? No and Irrelevant really.

    I did see a picture of the Germs sitting on the sofa, and it does really
    look like them, Don is glazed and possesses a funny hat, previously it
    was always big head of hair, and Lorna and Pat still smile the smile of
    the truly innocent....I kind of realised that the ripped young guy on the
    end of the sofa was the person who now occupies the role of Singer...
    Irrelevant? I am not sure, would I go and see them given half a chance
    in London? Yes I think so, would I laugh, cry, and feel that I was at my
    own private show? Would I want to run in the streets yelling to the
    World to wake up and realsie who just played? Yes, would I then wake
    up the following day in a dead drunk realising that I have been another
    mid life punk dupe? Having fallen for another product? Maybe.

    Is punk relevant? Well, I seem to remember the theorists asking that
    question of whatever scene they were creating in 1978...Is punk dead?
    I remember the graffitti in London during 1977...

    Is it all just rock n rOLL? I remember from 1976, and punks' initial
    Marxist self analysis....

    The fact is that it is all disposable, its all temporary expression, is all
    building for today, and burning the road to tommorow...Do I car the
    Germs have reformed? Deeply, Strange Notes still chills my spine and
    challenges my Cerebral cortex, but was it ever meant to be deep, part of
    a World Plan hatched by Darby, the Machiavelli of LA's garage punk
    underground? No, and you know it was like all un self conscious
    primitive art, art now for arts sake...Hell, they didnt even know it was
    art, and thats' where Alice Armendariz Bag has it correct, Art like that
    cannot be duplicated, the moment is passed, what we have here is
    nostalgia, and nostalgia can be fun....
    Please feel free to e mail me..



    Al Slammer

    in the United Kingdom
    e mail - rubyandkaitlin@btinternet.com

    12:50 PM   
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