6.2.07

    Hi Alice,

    I grew up in San Diego and used to catch the Bags and other L.A.  
    bands once in awhile when I was a kid (I was also a neighbor of  
    Michelle Habell-Pallan's back when we were both students at San Diego  
    State). Anyway, I recently stumbled onto your blog and have been  
    reading with interest your observations on what it meant to be a  
    violence girl since, for me, sharpening my fingernails into claws,  
    throwing chairs, breaking glass, and punching out guys who so  
    righteously deserved it were sort of defining moments in my  
    development. Such fantastic and enriching experiences don't seem to  
    translate well to a lot of my students at _______ College  
    though and about six months ago a girl asked me, sincerely, why  
    anybody would hate hippies. I had to stop for a moment and think  
    about why we did hate hippies so much. Although part of it was  
    undoubtedly a kind of generational backlash, part of it was also this  
    instinctual understanding that their message of nonviolence was often  
    just an apology for various kinds of monopolies on greater, and  
    usually well-institutionalized, systems of violence.  Let me try to  
    explain.

    Recently, I've noticed a number of annoying authoritarian behaviors  
    from these kinds of earnest former hippie types who always bothered  
    me back in the day and continue to bother me even now; let's use the  
    orange-vested "peace marshalls" at recent  demonstrations as one  
    example. The job of a peace marshall, as I see it, is to work with  
    the police to make sure that protesters remain as passive and as  
    ineffectual as possible so that the sponsoring groups can win the  
    approval of the news media, local and federal politicians, and any  
    other authority figures likely to lump them in with perceived  
    undesirables--vegans, anarchists, and Zapatista sympathizers, for  
    example--people whose very presence, apparently, seems to justify the  
    anticipation and deployment of mace, rubber bullets, plastic  
    handcuffs, bullhorns, helicopters, tasers, nightsticks, helmets,  
    bullet proof vests, shields, squad cars, etc. I think what a lot of  
    peace and love types seem to have forgotten is that even nonviolent  
    protesters like Martin Luther King didn't go where they were loved,  
    they went where they were hated. They went where there were dogs and  
    water hoses and people wearing white hoods who wanted to hang them  
    from trees.

    I remember how dangerous it was to just walk around not looking like  
    Farrah Fawcett or Stevie Nicks, but also how thrilling it was, too,  
    to think that if you didn't fit some desirable stereotype, that even  
    a cop might be too scared to approach you.  There was a great  
    unpredictability in this. You didn't go get permission to have a  
    demonstration, you just spilled out into the streets. You didn't hold  
    a sign, you scrawled your message on a wall or carved it on your arm.  
    Best of all, nobody had a cohesive plan. If someone messed with you  
    or your friends, you just fought them right there. Or you talked your  
    way out of it. Or you lost, but you did so with a sense of style, or  
    humor, or both if it was possible. I remember one kid, the only punk  
    in his high school, who got punched in the face by a football player  
    just for looking different. He told the guy, "Thank you. Thank you  
    very much" and then wobbled around a corner and passed out on a patch  
    of grass. It was important for me to know that fighting back was O.K.  
    because it made it O.K. not to fight back too, and a choice, my  
    choice. In "How Nonviolence Protects the State" (South End Press,  
    2007) Peter Genderloos makes a pretty convincing argument that not  
    only is the cult of pacifism delusional but it is ineffective. On  
    some deep level we knew that hippies were full of shit, and that even  
    efficient nonviolence requires a confrontation with a violent  
    opponent before the tactic can even be recognized, let alone taken  
    seriously. Kind of a scary concept, but one that, as I said, seemed  
    to be intuitive on our parts.

    Just some things I've been thinking about.

    Anyway, love your blog. Love the Bags forever.

    Tamara _______
    Grown-Up (!) Punk
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